| Location | Brighton |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 22/02/2001 |
| Date of Death | 22/02/2001 |
| Visitors | 1,216 since 05/02/2009 |
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I just want to thank everyone who has left a special candle, message or anythying else for Chelsea or myself your words bring much comfort to me.
My beautiful daughter Chelsea-Louise was still-born on 22nd February 2001 she was my first of four children and I was only seventeen when I lost her.
The full story of my beautiful daughter is the pregnancy went well up until the end here's what happend...
I had my first scan at twelve weeks and saw how everything was going well, I was very excited but also nervous. Me and her Daddy decided to find out the sex when we went for the 20 week detailed scan and we were both very happy to find that we were expecting a little girl, straight away I knew what to call her. The last few months when I started getting bad cramps everyday I got very worried and when it was at its worst I went to the doctor and was told not to worry it was just the birth canal stretching and to go home and rest, as I had a consultant appointment the next morning anyway I did as I was told, I woke up in the early hours of the morning didn't think anything of it and went back to sleep, but now I think this may have been her saying goodbye but there's no proof of that, I went to my consultant appointment next morning and he tried to listen into the heartbeat with the portable monitor, but couldn't pick it up and he made a joke by saying "its the first time in years I haven't picked up a heartbeat, lets go down and scan you and pick it up that way", me and my then partner (her Daddy Wayne) went to the scanning room and I lay on the bed and waited patiently while he tried his hardest to pick up the heartbeat, When he couldn't he turned to me and said "sorry your baby's dead" with no feeling at all then he said I had a choice I could go home and wait for the labour to start or I could be given something to start it, naturally I decided I needed my Mum with me so I went home and waited, it was a day before I went into labour and then I went to hospital I was put in the delivery suit and drugged up with morphine and gas and air so that I couldn't feel anything, Then my contractions started to go away so they gave me a drug to speed them up again.
She was born at 6am on 22nd February weighing a massive 10lb 4oz they passed her to me and let me stay with her in a special room for a day.
It was so hard to say goodbye to my beautiful angel and even 8 years on I still miss her everyday.
When she was born she had a full head of jet black hair and she was beautiful and it completely destroyed me to say goodbye knowing I wouldn't see her beautiful angelic face again.
I wonder if shes happy where she is and whether she is watching over her younger siblings Bethany-Louise aged 7 and Jack aged 5 and also me, and making sure baby number four (found out at 20 week scan today 12th feb 09 I am having another little girl and it looks like shes a fighter, I am going to call her Emma-Jane) arrives safely this May or June (2009) depending on when I have my cesarean section this is the first pregnancy since having her that I have actually enjoyed, but I wonder if thats cause this baby has a different Daddy and everything at the moment apart from a few little niggles seems to be going fine.
I almost lost both Bethany and Jack, both of them had to go to the special care baby unit, but Jack was the one that had to be resuscitated when he was born as he had been still-born but they managed to save him, Thanks to God looking down on us and maybe even Chelsea to.
I also wonder if she has any of my other family members who have passed on looking after her and i wonder what she would look like now and what things she would have been into, these are things i will never know which is so very sad.
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✫...22nd February 2011...✫
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✫………Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~ A
✫…………..Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~ N
✫……………….Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~ G
✫………….………..Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~ E
✫.……………….………..Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~ L
✫………………….…………Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~D
✫……………………….………Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~ A
✫………………………….………Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~ Y
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٠Then the child opened its eyes, and looked up into the angel's beautiful face,
٠ which beamed with happiness, and at the same moment they were in heaven,
٠where joy and bliss reigned. The child received wings like the other angel,
٠ and they flew about together, hand in hand.
Hans Christian Andersen٠
hey sweetheart
hey sweetheart i hope your doing ok well aunty has not wrote on tur web page for ages i just wanted to let you know u have a baby boy cousin on the way we are calling him kieran i know ur mum still miss you like mad she tells me most days that she misses you i would do anything to have u back but i know we cant and i still remeber that day i had to hold you and say good bye all in one day it broke my heart i was only young i waited nine months for you to come out then god had to take u from us life is so cruel ur mum still blames her self for your death even though i keep telling her its not her fault i have to go now as i need some sleep i love you chelsea god bless you my lil sweetheart i will send mummy ur love from heaven sweet dreams
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
hey sweetie
hey sweetie hope ur having a better time then me at the moment mummy is having a bad time so im trying to help her through it but auntie is finding it hard to cope as she misses u and everyone who is looking after u why is life so cruel that they had to take you away from us u were just a baby no even a day old we all miss u and there is not a day tht goes by tht i dont miss u i will always love u and miss take care of ur self sweetie love you loads love ur auntie fiz
hey angel
hey my little angel this is ur aunt fiz i miss u every day u know holding u that once was a nightmare as i never wanted to let go of u but i had to as u were no longer with us when ur mum found out she was pregnant with u i was over the moon i couldnt wait for u to be born and by u anything u wanted but then ur mummy found out u were no longer with us i sa there for hours crying my little eyes out and saying tht had to have made a mistake i just didnt know what to do everyday i think what would she look like now i wish u was here with me chelsea i really do if u were here we could have so much fun hey do u know what i did the other day i fell over an sprained my ankle reall badly im still in pain with it now lol but thats ur aunt fiz for you i am always being clumsy well i wil rite on ur page again soon i love you sweetheart there isnt a day that goes by without me thinking about u all my love your aunt fiz
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Tribute For This Weekend
A Special Angel
There's a special angel in heaven
That is a part of me
It is not where I wanted him
But where God wanted him to be
He was here but just a moment
Like a night time shooting star
And though he is in heaven
He isn't very far
He touched the heart of many
Like only and angel can do
I would've held him more often
If the end I only knew
So I send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of my angel
And send him all my love
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How I Feel
I don't know how to feel
It's all locked up inside,
The emptiness is waking
The tears are running dry.
Your the one who held me
Gave comfort when things went wrong,
What do I do without you
I feel my faith is gone.
My heart just doesn’t realise
That you are really gone.
A loss that came so suddenly
But will last my whole life long.
Our time just meant so much too me
I know it always will
The memories locked inside of me
Forever to hold on too
You told me that we'd be,
Together forever more
Part of each others lives
But now the door is closed.
Never too be opened
Kept locked on both sides now
Although you may have gone away
Your spirit will forever stay
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My Life Changed
My Life changed, the very moment I found out
That you had passed away.
I couldn't stop it;
There was nothing I could say.
You've touched my life so deeply
To a point you will never know,
I try to think about you
When I am feeling down and low.
Sometimes when my day gets hard
I will think about your beautiful smile
And if I listen hard enough
I will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give me a reason
To go on with my day,
And now if I want to see you
I'll bow my head and pray.
I catch myself looking for you still,
In the halls and at your front door,
But when I call your name
There is no reply any more!
I never thought a day would come
Where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings,
We have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute,
God, is all I ask- why can't you give her back;
It seems like such a simple task.
I guess people are right
When they say God only takes the best,
I know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
Memories Today, Thoughts Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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for you Emma Louise
An angel in the
Book of life
Wrote down your
baby's birth,
and whispered as
she closed the book
Much to beautiful
for earth.
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A golden heart stopped beating,
Two smiling eyes at rest,
God broke your familys hearts to prove to them,
He only takes the best.
SWEET DREAMS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.XxXxXxXx
your loss
may i express my condolances on your loss. Time goes by, but the pain never stops. Memories will always stay strong, and you have a beautiful angel. She will always look down on you all, and make sure you are safe x
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